Lynne is finally back in Singapore le, reali misses her alot alot, my reali very best friend... todae actually meet 12pm but change the time, meet 12.30. in the end Lynne was late, then Guat Chiu and i was waiting for her in the Orchard Control Station, then gt those modelling and dontation came up to us... dontate and gif my name since anyway im gona to reject juz by helping them.. xD Since Lynne haven reach, Guat chiu and me decided to walk around Far East Plaza, when we enter the first shop Lynne called le.. lolz... When i first spotted her, she looks like her 2nd sis..lolz she didnt change but become prettier so is Guat chiu ^^ At first was kinda awkard, the 3 of us didnt know wad to talk but as time goes by we become ourself like the old times, shop shop around then went HMV, shop again.. then my leg starts to hurt, zz cause of the new shoe have to like put 3 plaster... Onli brought a clip and Lynne reali shops... After tat Ken's came meet up with us and in the end he suffer the fate following us around which most guys hated.. lolz... Then Jian Yi came along too,he changes alot wor quite looks like the wu zu chai hong de Jian yi also.. same name lol... i thot he isnt coming ler, looking at the time noow, saw a few of their ex-classmate i know de but they kinda change alot... We all went to take neo-print, went to take the wanne which Darbby, Huji and myself went to take de cause the time limit is very long, but in the end gt cheated dun have -.- We also saw Joana Poh and Pierrce taking neo print tink for their upcomin show or wad... After shopping and shopping decided to settle down at Cinleasure for dinner, we are so damn hungry cause all of us didnt eat lunch, i brought veg. rice quite nice but HOT!!! lolz We are kinda like dunno where to go then after dinner, was chatting.. (lynne remb ur RICE+ChILLI) HAHA, onli we guys know~ Guat Chiu left le, when to reborn her hair, ok i shall promote for eue, like u have said =x Then after some time decided to walk around Cinleasure and i saw a friend friend, look kinda different from moi friendster.. After tat when to meet the other friends, when Esplance there walk walk then hungry le~ again xD when to the hawer there, the food damn nice xD ordered satay and bread with kaya blah blah in the end cant finish the bread.. i shall be back bringing my darbby go eat~ Stringy Ray wor looks delicious~ Then from there walk to Raffles place, ehhh kinda far.... until walk fast tat time we went clubbing de place then recongise it... lolz... Lynne took cab home, then i went with the others to MRT then finally reach home, bloggin rite down and talking to my darbby~ Wonder if he misses mi.. hmmm... shall end here now~Lazy to blog ler~ Last thing, Lynne if u happen to read this do take care of urself, from wad i heard from euu dangerous place.. May u have a smooth flight and tat all the best to u and ur guy plus plus dun overslept and go for classes... xD miss ya if possible i might wanne go visit you with the rest, hope to cya reali soon~

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:01 AM]

Dunno been how long le, neber update my blog.. Haiss, life hasn't been any betta but juz getting worst and worster.. ok wad a english i know.. lolz.. Family been coming up with lots and lots of craps, everyone been so unreal.. Been someone so diff infront of euu but smthing else behind ur back, i shall not mention whu.. Then now holidae, bro openin sch le yes he cant use com le then i let him play till evening then he very zhek arh, still wanne take advantage of it.. haiss shall not talk abt others le... 2nd problem my dearest aiai, i gt the feeling tat he starts to find me fan.. Wad i can sae is that, im cherishing him with my whole life cause im reali very afraid of lossin him comes again.. It sounds very dots but when ur so into someone u will realise de.. Dono why todae moi ai ai so moody, also dunno how to cheer him up but he said somethings made me upset, haiss... Darbby~ wanne let euu know tat, i reali cherish this r/s as much as i cherish my life.. Ur gift tat god had given me to give me a brand new betta life, a happier life...

WilL continue loving euu till the dae, im totally break down and part from the horrible world...

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:39 AM]

Todae went hostpital to visit Grandpa early morning, his condition gotten worst.. haiss.. hope tat he will be okz.. Was on my way to school, feelin so lonely tinking abt everything abt wad Jason have said to mi, thot alot alot... wad reali matters to me is that, thou ytd he still mi his baobei~ but its different le, its isnt the wanne used to be anymore now we are juz statueless free... The statues matters alot alot to mi now, cause because we been together le now you are telling me we are no more statues, haiss.. Im still sad.. Am i expecting too much? As usual i call him up but he was still sleepin 8plus liao >.<~ call him twice to wake him up but his tone sounded so fan tat i call, haiss... i reali dunno how.. Fan!! Till now he's still not in class, was reali so alone.. Juz now went down with breanda they all to eat, onli eaten the jelly cause no mood.. He reach class liao, he sitted so far away neither did he talk to me, rite now can see tat he is enjoying with them but not mi.. Now im juz not his gf anymore, juz a friend i guess.. Some ask abt it, i didnt sae.. haiss..
Now having this lesson also dunno wat the hell >.<~ I reali wanne him as in reali back, being once more my bf but for him maybe he doesnt wanne it ba~ Feeling reali low, why? im not sure, his care isnt there anymore.. Im trying so hard to make myself cheerful infront of them but not letting everyone ask.. Beside him i felt no 1 close anymore... Anyway he wouldnt read my blog either..

Being Along All By Myself Now, No 1 2 Care About Me Anymore..

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:36 AM]

Haiss reali veri veri sad, who will understands this.. no 1 cause im left all alone by myself... I still cant get over, tinking tat maybe i can, i started my damaging life again, damagin myself at least this could make mi happier.. wad else can i do.. Game and Game to numb the sadness, i reali didnt wanne be like this but i cant help it.. Late at nite, alone makes mi cry to sleep each single nite... Ytd onli slept for 4hrs, cant even get to sleep once i woke up i cry myself to awake again.. How am i going to spent the rest of the daes without euu.. Im Not SurE, i reali miss ya alot.. Somone tell mi wad shld i do? If its so easy getting over, Tinking back we been thru so much juz to be together so much so much.. i didnt gif up but this time rd shld i? been quarreling with mum again, i already so sad le cant she make my life easier.. From wad i see, u seems happily chatting, guess for euu there isnt any hard feeling.. Glad ur happi, do take care of urself dun game too much... i will pray hard every nite for u de... take care

*Alone in this cold and cruel world where no 1 will ever care and love mi, Dead...

With ♥ From Suzanna [6:43 PM]